Decisions

We spent a lifetime making decisions of our own. Decisions that make us go astray Decisions that help us to be better people. God did not offer us a destiny. He offered us a choice. A choice to choose between right and wrong. It is never easy to take the right path. We just hope for the best. Nevertheless, we have a mind of our own. So we can't blame anyone ar anything when doing something that makes you regret. Never neglect any small detail in your life because these tiny things are the ones that influence you everyday. So when we make a decision, remember who you are and what you can be after making your final choice. Every choice requires courage. Even the simplest ones requires some courage. A small choice can make a big impact in other people's lives and your own. be wise. life will be much easier

projects

my eyes can barely open. feeling tired. it was because of the psk project. i hardly learn anything from it. one of the questions was faedah daripada projek ini? i was like eh... ah... ooo... err.... . then finaly i put memupuk kerjasama dalam ahli kumpulan. ya. i know. it sounds really lame. well, it actually creates cooperation between members but we don't actually realise it. hope the project turns up well. fingers crossed. weee...

Overconfident

what's new? mufti day, another day, thursday, principal's speech, people, high speed internet broadband, being called strawberry by my friend, chai, shcoolwork, revision .... ne na ne na ne na...the thing that strikes me today is that we can sometimes be overconfident. i myself too am a victim of this natural phenomena. haha. from experience i learnt being overconfident can only kill us. last year, i nearly failed my add maths at one time. i got too confident and went to sit for the test without any real preparation. sure, i remember some formulas and some stuff about that topic but i was too complacent. i flipped my test paper as usual. first few question was alright. differentiate, differentiate, differentiate. then came the question. it was quite a simple one actually but my brain traffic was jammed for a while. the blood just didn't flow. i can get pretty subborn at times. being stubborn, i look at the question for half an hour without doing the rest.( i didn't wear a watch on that day too ... sighz...)well, the bell rang and time was up. there you go. two other questions i could have done and i might have got a better mark. the question here isn't why didn't i skipped this question and move on to the next one? It is why did i get too overconfident and think i am going to do well in it. if i was just oonfident, i will ask myself whehter i am prepared for this test. maybe that's some part i don't know. then i will practice more.i actually know how to answer later . it is just that i forgotten about it and didn't practice enough. this is the result. overconfidence lead to high comfort zone and then lead to carelessness. overconfidence will blind someone not to see the consequences of their actions. that's it. in the end we regret. this is life. there's a saying sometimes the things you are good at might just be the one that kill you.

green

lol... green. my friend just ask me to write about green accidentally. it is kind of funny cause green isn't exactly my fav colour. my favourite colour has always been red. my sis it is kind of girly to like red last time. so i end up liking blue also. but i sill love red the most. As for green, i don't find it that attractive but it is ok la. i use it to colour trees and more trees and huge trees. Many people will have different intepretations about this colour. To some, it means new life. when we see it, we feel peaceful and are able to relax. It means life because it is the colour of trees. Without trees, there wouldn't be life. Green can also be a surname. If you watch the funny tv show called friends, one of the girls there is called rachael green. eee... ya. besides that, there is also robert green, frankenstein green, james green, and charmaine green. no i just made that up. Green can also be referred as colour of zombies. haha. green zombies. i don't know why can't there be red zombies. maybe our vomit colour is green that's why. if our vomit colour is red, that is not good news. if it is blue, you are probably alien. what else i can talk about green? green shirt, green table, green underwear... mmm... oh ya. green colour can be used as a monochromatic light in the young's double slit experiment. as the white light spreads out. the green is which degree again? what is the wavelength? haha. nvm. just don't name yr son green cause it is just wierd. Green teo , green chai, green chong, green alex. LAME

invisiblity

two post in two day... not bad. invisible... i am sure you all know what that means. at times, we are kind of invisible. we are not that important in other's people eyes. they treat us as if we are not there. it kind of hurts at times. i guess that's how teachers feel when we don't listen to them. they are unable to get attention from us. they are trying to make a point but they get pushed away as students talked about stuff that are not important at all. eg. dota, girls, comps, softwares, facebook, gossip.... irrelevant stuff. we also feel that way too when people only mix with cool people and leave us alone. when we aren't part of their conversation, we feel left out and don't feel belong there. that is one of the worst feelings one could possibly have. it is at times like this we find our true friends. we seek our family and we seek God. then, it turns out to be a blessing because we are always the center of attraction. it is just that we don't realise it as we think we are nobody but we are actually somebody. So let's care less about seeking attention but appreciate those around us better

say last post dec 2008. haha. that's quite long man. 1 year plus. wow. well, life is pretty much same and that's a blessing. it didn't get worse. probably some stuff changes. say, what is life? i went to church today and fr. terry gave an inspiring sermon. He talked about how we should accept God's love and we should never doubt for a moment that God loves us. He is one that do not condemn sinners. He is one that always loves us no matter what happens. If we keep trying to change ourselves for the better, God will be there for us cause we have good intentions and desires. This is basically life. To accept God's love and to pass it on to others. happiness is what we get from this. I just hope everyone will feel the same way and love one another without expecting anything in return. to love and to serve is one's role in life on earth. to love God is one's role in their eternal life.