say last post dec 2008. haha. that's quite long man. 1 year plus. wow. well, life is pretty much same and that's a blessing. it didn't get worse. probably some stuff changes. say, what is life? i went to church today and fr. terry gave an inspiring sermon. He talked about how we should accept God's love and we should never doubt for a moment that God loves us. He is one that do not condemn sinners. He is one that always loves us no matter what happens. If we keep trying to change ourselves for the better, God will be there for us cause we have good intentions and desires. This is basically life. To accept God's love and to pass it on to others. happiness is what we get from this. I just hope everyone will feel the same way and love one another without expecting anything in return. to love and to serve is one's role in life on earth. to love God is one's role in their eternal life.